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   In readying The Dance of the Happy Little Toaster https://archiveofourown.org/works/21695866 for inclusion on A03 I have been reminded of other stories that are connected to that one scene; Willow telling Tara she is with the one she loves, and Tara blowing out the candle. I wanted to put all those stories in one post as they will be included, or linked to other series/verses eventually and I really wanted to have them together in one post.

 Latterly I will also post them separately, but this will serve as a small collected post for the extra fics. The dreamwidth post is here https://kerk-hiraeth.dreamwidth.org/3690.html for The Dance of the Happy Little Toaster. It should be noted that in all my depictions Willow is bisexual; Tara lesbian. Not that that matters as such; since I haven't yet found a way of exploring that.

 

   This is a trio of drabbles; re-edited, but originally written for the open_on_sunday prompt, (un)dress back in 2014. They all come under the theme of first times and are set in reverse order of occurrence. The first is firmly set in my femalehusband!verse; the second, while after the conclusion of 'New Moon Rising' is also; per my head canon also set in that 'verse; this is also true of the third which is pre-series for Tara's arrival on Buffy.

 

   TITLE: Eagles on the Wind

   AUTHOR: kerk_hiraeth

   FANDOM: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (post-series; femalehusband!verse);

   LENGTH: 100;

   CHARACTER(s): Faith Lehane; Tara Maclay;

   'SHIP(s): Faith/Tara;

   RATING: PG-13;

   SUMMARY: On their wedding night, Faith experiences Tara's true magic for the first time.

   A/N: Both characters are in their thirties when this occurs; in a 'verse that diverges from canon in S6.


 

     “Aren't we gonna screw?

   Tara tutted at Faith; slowly undoing the buttons on her new wife's dress.

   “Didn't I promise you a special gift?

   “Yeah, but...

   Surrendering with a sigh, Faith began assisting in her disrobement; unable to hide her confusion. After all she'd walked in to find her Tara nude on the bed; dress and underwear strewn across the room.

   Hard not to make assumptions really; though she should have considered Tara's wicked sense of humor.

   Both naked they kissed.

   Tara put a halt to anything more; well tried anyway.

 

   Minutes later they were flying; Eagles on the wind.


 

   TITLE: Gentle as a Desert Spring

   AUTHOR: kerk_hiraeth

   FANDOM: Buffy the Vampire Slayer S4 (post-New Moon Rising);

   LENGTH: 100;

   CHARACTER(s): Tara Maclay; Willow Rosenberg;

   SHIP(s): Willow/Tara (willtara);

   RATING: PG-13;

   SUMMARY: Tara's pov on the moments after she blew out the candle at the conclusion of 'New Moon Rising'.

   A/N: Tara's journey; following on from the drabble below, toward the future seen in the one above; taken as a snapshot of her first night, as a lover, with Willow.


     It was Tara that broke their kiss; before Willow fainted.

   She could tell Willow wasn't entirely happy about that, but she wanted this to be good; better than good.

   Plenty of time for the ripping of bodices.

   This was Willow's first time; with a girl anyway.

   Gently was what Tara wanted; as hers had been.

   Her first with a woman anyway.

   “Tara...

   Softly praying to the Goddess, Tara leant in to kiss Willow gently on the lips.

   “Now,” she whispered, with a mischievous smile, “let's slip out of something more uncomfortable.

 

   She delighted as Willow blushed; redder than her hair.



 

   TITLE: The First Time

   AUTHOR: kerk_hiraeth

   FANDOM: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (circa S3);

   LENGTH: 100;

   CHARACTER(s): Tara Maclay; OC, ( Jan(an) al-Bukhari);

   'SHIP(s): Tara/oc / Tara/Jan(an);

   RATING: PG-13;

   SUMMARY: What was Tara's first time like?

   A/N: This is set on Tara's eighteenth birthday; two years prior to the conclusion of 'Family'. Tara's Girlfriend here is approximately five years her senior and will appear in other 'verses over time. She is Arab-American; her parents arriving as refugees when she was still a baby.
 

     “Tara... come here,

   Less than five hours eighteen Tara; having known only fear; pain and tears, found the feelings she'd had toward girls; all her life, were very real.

   “Janan... I don't know what...

   Not born from previous torment.

   Betrayed by her nervousness; still coming back from their lovemaking; uncertain in these unnavigated waters, her Girlfriend's voice gave her a compass.

   “Jan, please. I...

   The Arab girl responded eagerly to the sudden; decisive, kiss from Tara; newly certain of who she was; what she wanted.

   “I want to use your name as often as I can...

   I love your name.


 


   Oo-kay, so this is probably the single scariest fic I have written to date depicting, as it does, a sexual encounter between two women to fill a prompt requested by a bona fide lesbian. Not the first lesbian scene I'd written; but this was for someone. The original is from 2015, and is set a while after the one above written in 2014 for open_on_sunday; The Dance of the Happy Little Toaster is set the following morning.

 

   TITLE: Cresting the Wave

   AUTHOR: kerk_hiraeth

   FANDOM: Buffy the Vampire Slayer S4;

   LENGTH: 100;

   RATING: R;

   CHARACTER(s): Willow Rosenberg; Tara Maclay;

   'SHIP(s): Willow/Tara (willtara);

   SUMMARY: Tara introduces Willow to experiences she was not yet aware of.

   A/N: The original prompt was ~ Tara/Willow – Rimming ~ for drabbletag6 at femslash100 (sadly the comm does not seem to have been updated for some time), for which said prompter declared herself well pleased and made some very kind comments. Because it was most definitely outside my comfort zone it is stiil on of those of which I am proudest. Though erotic; rather than explicit, it is still very much a nerve-wracker to be putting out there again.
 

     Whatever Willow had expected from tonight, it wasn't this.

   Gasping at the magical chill, she sighed as it was replaced by a warm; probing, dampness which slowly set a musky; moist, warmth aflame within her.

   Minute at first; pressure built, curious; sensuous, teasing.

   Seeking for her key.

   Heat; mind fuzzy, a viscid wetness; intense, past even where she'd been before.

   Willow; brain sharply unfocussed, bit the crest of the wave into the pillow.

   Fingers; one wetter than the rest, stroked her back to lucidity.

   Tara raised her chin from where she was nuzzling Willow's ass.
 

   “Now the fun really starts.


 



    Tara with candle

    kerk hiraeth  



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     Hi, 

          this is the beginning of a long project to transfer all my stories over to A03; something my hero  has been wanting me to do for a long time. I'm sure she will have something to say about this in her own time. While I can keep the many 'verses straight in my head, pretty much, she and many others cannot ~ would that I could do that in my real life! ~ so as part of my need to get myself into a better state of mental health I am trying to do what I think maybe I have feared, and it is freaking me out today as I take the first steps on this road, and that is getting a bigger audience for my stories I still recall, as elisi can testify, how much getting simply nominated for awards a couple of years back freaked me out). 

   Anyway, I am going to be going through the stories in the order they were written/posted - with exceptions for stories I wrote before the internet, as a mass thing anyway, existed. Also there is one story written in that early period after 'Seeing Red' sparked me into writing again that need such a total rewrite that it would have to be considered a new story. 

   That said I am therefore starting with the second completed story I wrote back then. There were a couple of things i felt I needed to change from previous versions, one of which is very much in the same category as that which has prevented me posting that first completed story on lj/dw. 

   This then is where I take that first scary step. 

   May the Goddess grant me the time to complete it and indeed add new work to it,

 

 

   TITLE: The Dance of the Happy Little Toaster

   AUTHOR: kerk_hiraeth

   FANDOM: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (Willow POV missing scene post-New Moon Rising)

   LENGTH: 650;

   CHARACTERS: Willow Rosenberg;Tara Maclay;

   'SHIP: WillTara (or Willow/Tara)

   A/N: This is the morning after the moment Tara blew out the candle at the end of New Moon Rising; there are several references – to a Beatles song; the 'Puppy' episode(s) of Ellen; also to a movie, referenced in Something Blue, that I had not seen yet at the time I wrote this. Shortly thereafter I did get to see The Brave Little Toaster (1987) at the Dundee Contemporary Arts (or the DCA as it is known); which I loved as a more melancholy kind of children's film than seems commonly to be the case (actually suiting better, in hindsight, the WillTara relationship than this story does now).

           The last line is unashamedly stolen (I believe the PC term is 'homage') from what, I think, was the first lesbian (indeed Queer movie of any kind) I ever saw; that film was Lianna (1983).

 

 

     She was naked! In Tara's bed.

 

   The sudden enormity of her situation made her giggle, albeit quietly.

   “Wow!

   She gasped; hushing herself instantly.

 

   It had been wow!

 

   They'd been intimate before; they'd been half-naked before, but it had been nothing more than high class, chocolate frosted, necking.

   Last night had been low class, chocolate; honey filled, hi-caffeine... lust-lovin'

 

   Wow!

 

   She glanced over at the peaceful face of her lover.

   Her lover.

   Tara was her lover.

   Trying not to laugh out loud, Willow wondered if she was now an '
official' lesbian; if Tara would get an official Ellen 'I've turned a straight girl' toaster oven.

   Giggling once more, she smirked as she noticed the tiniest bit of drool on Tara's cheek.

   If she wasn't so frightened of waking her, Willow would've kissed it away.

   Wow.
   Then she stroked some hair away from Tara's face; daring to kiss her, ever so softly; ever so carefully; ever so daintily, on the forehead.

   Closing her eyes, Willow breathed the still sweaty scent of her lover.

   Her lover. Tara was her lover.

   Wow.

   It was a fact now. No going back.

 

   She snorted as she fought back a laugh.

 

   Hell, she wanted to shout; cry out.

   She contented herself with another gentle kiss; chaste, on her lover's cheek.

 

   Her lover. Tara was her lover.

 

   She held her breath as Tara stirred slightly. Then, for several minutes, she simply took in the sight of Tara's breathing... in... out... deep in sleep.

 

   'O Goddess, but she was beautiful!'

 

   “She loves you; yeah, yeah, yeah.

 

   She felt almost too happy, she felt... drunk.

   She wanted to tell the world.

   She felt like dancing and singing.

   She wanted to testify.

 

   Instead, for over half an hour, she had to be content with simply watching Tara's breathing; gifting herself of the slightest of kisses; on the cheek; on her forehead.

   Once, daringly, on the lips.

   She even stroked her shoulder.

 

   Finally she felt forced to action; she could no longer stay silent.

   Her lover, she told herself again.

   “My lover; Tara Maclay is my lover.

   Whispered, she still hid a grin wider than the Grand Canyon behind her hands.

 

   Was it possible to be too happy?

 

   Nuh-uh!

 

   She felt compelled to laugh; to cry; to shout; to scream.

   She could not even begin to decide which.

   She knew disturbing Tara's peaceful sleep would be an unbearable crime.

 

   She wondered if Tara was dreaming about her.

 

   Carefully disengaging herself from the covers, Willow reluctantly clambered out of bed.

   Away from Tara.

   Picking up a discarded t-shirt; she grabbed her overnight bag and, taking one last look at Tara's face, she wandered slowly down the hallway to the showers.

   There, despite the early hour, she took the most wonderful shower she had ever experienced.

   She ran her hands; exploring, over a body that she had never known before.

   Touching her lips; brushing fingertips over her nipples; stroking her belly; teasing herself – hissing at how ready she was – between her legs.

 

   Everywhere Tara had touched her.

 

   Eventually she stepped, dripping, from the shower and stood naked in front of a mirror.

   She placed a finger on her tongue; tasting it.

   Just to see if it felt any different.

 

   It tasted like it was fresh from the shower.

 

   She was almost disappointed, but she finally felt free to let out the long suppressed laughter.

 

   For several more minutes she stared; finally drying herself, at the face in the mirror. Studying the inane grin on the face of a woman she could hardly recognise.

 

   Yet seemed to know for the first time.

 

   She seemed to be glowing.

   Was she glowing?

   She chuckled.

   Of course she was glowing.

   She was fresh from the shower.

 

   Fresh from her lover. Her lover Tara Maclay.

   She repeated it aloud; laughing as she brushed wet hair from her face.

 

   Then staring defiantly into the mirror; she declared.

   “
Willow Rosenberg eats pussy!


      kerk hiraeth




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